:)

2007-01-16T17:50:00.001+08:00

EVEN WHEN YOUR HOPE IS GONE, MOVE ALONG, MOVE ALONG LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO.

2006 was a excellent year! started and it ended off with a blast!
However, can't say the same for the starting of 2007.
Therefore, I've decided to move along.

- and if you're so strong you might as well just do it alone-

LOVELIKEWINTERS.BLOGSPOT.COM

see ya guys in 2007.

2007-01-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

THIS IS SO ANNOYING!! JUST BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU MR BLOG INTERNET THING HAVE COST ME SO MUCH TROUBLE. I GUESS THERE IS REALLY NO SUCH THING AS FREEDOM OF SPEACH WITHOUT BEING CONDAMNED. HA! AREN'T I STUPID? AFTER ALL, I AM THE ONE POSTING ALL THESE ENTRIES. IT IS MY FAULT AFTER ALL ISN'T IT? WELL YES, IT IS. BUT YOU DON'T NEED TO CARRY IT ON AND BLAB ON AND ON RIGHT. KNOW WHEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T, IT'S SAD FOR YOU. MORE SAD FOR YOU THAN FOR ME.

2006-12-31T09:39:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Peral jam -Last kiss
Current mood: Thoughtful

THIS LAST POST OF 2006 AND OF MY BLOG
SHALL BE ABOUT THE BEST MOMENTS OF 2006

I guess this year has really thought be so much. This has to be the year which I learnt the most.

a) Events concerning CHC
1.POS! :)
This was really fun! Even thought sometimes it was not so fun. but the actual week of the performance was great! :D I made some new friends. venassa, clair, jasmine, JJ, alice & many more! :)

S28 & E426! :D
You people really thought me so much! :)
Espeically Jessie, Amelia, Yilun, Deb, Talleah, TingZhi, Albert, Elaine, Joy, Sarah, Linlin, Jialiang, James, Melvinling(thanks for staying), Szeling & so many more!!!
Arise & build was another memorial event. And i am still cotiuning my pledge! :D
Getting waterbap by pastor! :)

Szejian! :)
She's my best usher pal! :) (too bad she left to study in USA! ): She's my track senior of NY as well! :D
Usher friends like Louis, Junius, Denise, her, Vanassa! :)
Watching piarates of the carribean with logan & albert and they keep throwing popcorn at me!!! :O
Joy for being so nice! :) Our NTUC adventures, buying wire for BBQ event and so many times! :)
RACHEL!! :) the best BS pal you can find! :) love her!!!! :D :D :D
Not forgetting albert, and my friends like Roger, vt, jackson and alvin :)
Linlin and me! all the twins

Candle light service! :) + Christmas all rolled into one! :)
I really feel that this year wouldn't be possible if i wasnt in CHC and with God :) THANKS SO MUCH!! :D And in times when I was faithless, he was faithful! :)

b) events concerning SCHOOL!

Great friends like Sarah, Syaf and tricia! :) Thanks you guys for all the support and care! :)

Also not forgetting mimi in math and geo and art class! :D
she sarboed eric tan into thining im the dumb one! :O
and like DUH! nadiah! :)
CLB was fun too! :) people like Fay, andrew, daryl & ice! :) Really love CLB (lesson) but hate the (subject) LOL :p
Fun times!
Especially mrHan when he chased some boy cause he called him "china man!" LOL
ALSO! the time when andrew was learning how to fold hearts with straws! LOL that was damn funny! :P
AND WHO CAN FORGET..
TANG!?!!

her wacky dress sense! :)

one day, a dog's best friend (look damn farm-y)
HER INSECT TOP!
Her paper-y top! ahhaha!! should see the material! LOL
Her "mrChin" inspired top! :O
GREEN CANDY CANE!!
Yups, Temasek was fun. i may complain that i hate it, but i think that it can be a fun school, just depends on your friends! :p

ALSO! vanny! :D She is my few(maybe only?) friend from Ny hostel who i still keep in touch with! :) She is major retro! :) love her to bits!!!!! :D
c) New zealand pal & hospital
nick and me! :) He came to visit from newzealand! and really reminded me of my childhood! :) STOP SMOKING WEEED!! :p
And the time when I was admitted to the hospital cause I was sick with some infection! THE DOCTOR IS BIAS! :O

d)Family
Andandand! the time when I shifted to tampines! :)
family! :D
e) Thailand trip!

Thailand is so relaxing!! :D
the air is freash, the place is so clean! :) i just love it! :) and EVERYTHING IS SO CHEAP! :O

I love this game! :) THIS HAS TO BE GAME OF THE YEAR! :D
f)Aussie trip! :D

Went to the zoo! :) the aniamals are what the true meaning of ADORABLE is! :D
TIMMY! :) The best friend any friend could ask for. they say gays make the best friends and i AGREE! :D
The time when he came to singapore and wopre my heels! :p
the view from QV! :)
The time when kenneth and I wore the same type of top (he keeps teasing me): )
The roses he got me! :) AWWW!!!!
The fun times of Uno with Kenneth, Timmy, Alex (and Denny?)
AND JACKASS2 + BORAT! :D
The jap food he made me eat! :p
AND LIKE DUH! HE HIMSELF! :)

LOVES! :)
2006 was awesome! 2007 shall be more AWESOME! :)

Bye blog! You have served me well, but sorry, i shall be mean and ditch you! ): so long!! :D

2006-12-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Anjing -jay
Current mood: worried! ):

Went to eat lunch with daddy! and met uncle khong! :D and a lovely cat! :)

(uncle khong says he may be visiting aussie in june)
BRING ME!!
:D please?!!

Then met timmy to hang out in town.
He was his usual funny self :) But he is so EGO! :O

CHOCOLATE! :)
i love looking at chocolate but i hate eating it. as in ALOT of it at one go!
There was a group people performing on the streets.
Peter was like "take the hat and RUN!" LOL

Some random place at Orchard. ahha ok lah! wasnt random but i forgot whats it called! :O
I know it's near FOX! and peter thought FOX was FORK! LOL then he was like "oh so they sell tableware there?" LOL!

the next day went to sarahs house for cellgroup

i won the armourbearing award :D
Thanks elaine for making the award!! :)
She and i! :D

Me squashing timmy! whahah!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA!! :)

AND ELAINE! :)

-clement made these cards! damn nice! i dont care! he's making mine!!

Went for service then. So glad tricia came! :) then can sing with her this really nice song! haha
"take a cup of kindness..." i forgot! LOL

Y A Y !

im not worried anymore! :) I know kenneth is alive and well! LOL But then i'm a lil worried that he's living in the earthquake zone and he might be affected and all. i think his family should just come to singapore during this period. singapore is so safe! can one! HA!

Anyway, he didn't ring me yesterday that was why i was thinking so much!(rachel! I THINK! LOL) alright, now im ok :) Finally the calls can come through!! :D heehe! come on people working on the taiwan communication lines! WORK IT!!

And somemore during cellgroup, yilun told us that 92% of our worries never come to pass anyway and we should just dump out 8% remaining onto God. And pray. cause worrying wont change a thing but prayer does. THEREFORE I SHALL TRY TO STOP WORRYING! but then i like to think leh. STOP IT JO! alright. as you like.

Chinese songs are such a relief to me! ;) I love them! jay & guangliang man! :D

p.s candles are damn kinky!! :O

2006-12-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Happy
Listening to: here without you- 3doors down.

These few days, the internet connection has been slow(due to the earthquake!) :O

Went to Queensway! :)
was raining cats&dogs!

So i had to roll up my jeans then look like an aunty! :O
Rachel and me! :)
Again! :D

I went to get a tatoo too! :) Nice?

The tatoo dude was rather cute! :D but he's so unfeeling! he was tatooing this dude(an ahbeng) then the artist guy didnt even show any feeling. only when i finished my tatoo then he just wanted to take a glance at mine!
Jessie stayed over at my house :)
i was helping her do this random book review. hahah super funny! :)
Also, daddy invited some of his friends over. Aunt June they all! :)
hahah! :) the next day! saw this damn chio bike! :D
We had lunch at the very nice prawn noodles stall! :) i ate 2 bowls! TWO!! :D
got a new phone too! :) Mine is part or the l'amour collection! :) it's the one in black! :) nice? haah :D
I also changed no too! so if you didnt recieve my sms, can sms my old no the 9006 one then I'll give ya my new one! :) cheerS! :D

Went for BS! :) rachel and my tatoo! :D
Jecissa has lots of earholes! :O
The christmas tree! :)
After, we went tohave dinner! :)
Oh well :) I'm really happy cause Kenneth rang me! :)
I hate the stupid earthquake! ): The internet connects are so slow, can't call properly! ):
Oh well. But Kenneth was really sweet! <3

2006-12-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Listening to: kai bu liao kuo -Jay
Current mood: annoyed? :D

HAPPY BOXING DAY! :)

muahahhahaha!! :D

FIRSTLY!

friends are all you need in this world! :)

jessie: don't be sad anymore cheer up ok? I'm sure that the grass is greener on the other side! You just have to cross over and see it for yourself! Remember that amelia and i are always here for you! Anything can call me ANYTIME. (even if it's 3 in the morning) <3!!>Amelia: Hey! :) Come on! you can do it! :) Hahah hope that our friendship can grow lots and lots stronger! :) Take care and looking forward to your call tonight!!!!!! hahah REMEMBER! :) Loves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Anyway, I'm rather annoyed!! the stupid Nokia and Starhub company didn't import any N92s!! And that is the phone that i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So chio hor? :p
Went for lunch with daddy and adriel at TM. ate at the japanese place(memories!:D) And we went to look around for the N92 but as mentioned, to no avail):

[i swore i saw it at Queensway!]

Anyway, yanliang actually stayed HERE!!

and been here!! IM SO JEALOUS! these places are so beautiful! :)

Oh and the photo from Christmas day.
Darren, james, me, talleah, derrick and kendrick.

I wan't drunk ok! My hair was just kinda messy and parted wrongly!!!!!! ):

Random. Rachel and I.

1. The phone rings. Are you quick to
answer or do you ignore?
; quickly. Usually if i don't answer within 5 rings that means I'm busy.

2. When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?
; Yah! I want my dollar back!!

3. In a social setting, are you more
of a talker or a listener?
; Talker. But i love listeners!! :D

4. Do you take compliments well?
; I just go "oh!" or "thanks"

5. Are you an active person?
; ya, but don't ask me to do sport.

6. Are you a parent?
; no, someday! :D

7. Do you like to ride horses?
; Would be fun! :)

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
; lots.

9. What was your favorite game as a
kid?
; ice and water!! :)

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you,
but you knew he/she was married would
you still get involved with them?
; No, cause i have morals! And besides, I would never wanna betray my bf/husband.

11. Are you judgmental?
; HA! yes. very. I have to repent. soon.

12. Could you date someone with
different religious beliefs than you?
; Not really. Just not TOO different.

13. Do you like to pursue or be
pursued?
; Pursued.

14. Have you ever had a stalker?
; OMG. Two! ):

15. If you had to choose, would you
rather be deaf or blind.
; Deaf. So i can still talk! :)

16. Are you sexy?
; No. LOL

17. Do you know how to shoot the gun?
; Time crisis! :) I rock! (memories)

18. If your house was on fire, what
would be the first thing you'd try to
save first?
; People, then bag, then pookey I'll see how it goes.

19. How often do you read books?
; I love reading. but no time! ):

20. Do you think more about the past,
present or future?
; Past and future.

21. What is your favorite children's
book?
; the little men serise! :D

22. Where were you born?
; Mt ___ hospital or something like that :p

23. How tall are you?
; 165cm (grow!!!!!)

24. How much do you weight?
; man. I'm like 90!

25. Where is your ideal house located?
; With the one I love

26. Last person you talked to?
; Daddy and he said "oi, no chicken rice" lol

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a
photo booth?
; yups! :)

28. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
; Where's that?!

29. What are your keys on your key
chain for?
; Front door and gate.

30. Where was the furthest place you
traveled today?
; Bedok interchange. hahah Didn't really go out today!

31. Where is your current pain at?
; Heart.

32. Do you like mustard?
; no. But i like faith like a mustard seed :)

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
; sleep. like a lot! :D

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
; Mommy!!!! :D

35. How long does it take you in the
shower?
; I sing 3 songs or so bout 10 min?

36. Can you do splits?
; last time!!

37. What movie do you want to see
right now?
; Ice princess ( im a bimbo man!)

38. Do you put lotion on your legs
before you wear skirts or shorts?
; no.

39. What did you do for New Years?
; Eat, sleep, play, collect red packets, go countdowns... the usual.

40. Did you think The Grudge 2 was
scary?
; I hate horror ): [I think payiny $9.50 to cover your face stupid]

41. What was the cause of your last
accident?
; Looking for food then kicking my toe on the frindge ):

42. Do you own a camera phone?
; yups.

43. What are you drinking?
; nothing. was water.

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
; LOL no. she's smarter than that!

45. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
; Y

46. Who did you vote for on American
Idol?
; No one, but I love kelly! :)

47. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?
; School nights=8 hours ; Holidays=1hour - 14hours. (depends)

48. Do you drink Egg Nog?
; NO!

49. What do you buy at the movies?
; popcorn (memories) & a drink.

50. Do you wear your seatbelt?
; if i sit in the front.

51. Do you know how to play poker?
; Is that 21? If it is then yes.

52. What do you sleep in?
; Tee and shorts or pyjamas

53. Anything big ever happen in your
town?
; Yup. Loads.

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
; 1 -4.

55. Is yor tongue pierced?
; OUCH! no.

I only left how long ago and I have started to
Worry about whether or not you are living happily today
The whole screen is you
Thinking of you so much that I cannot sleep

Pouted lips, that lovable appearance
And the sweet-smelling taste on your body
My happiness is you
Thinking of you so much that I will smile

2006-12-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

Listening to: tong hua -GuangLiang
Current mood: Hopeful, faithful, believing.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL! :)

Went for service today! :)

Sarah UNDERSTANDS me! :D (inside joke)

Jessie & me

She and me! :)

Jessie Amelia and ME at the carnival! :) haha was wicked! :)

Went to the airport for lunch with S28 and E426 :)

Then, Jessie and I went to Jurong point for awhile. NICE TREES! :)

HA! one tree was spoilt so this man had to push it! haah
POOR THING!! ):

After going to jessie's house, went to vivo to find darren, aiwei, michelle,derrick, james and ken.
was major crowded! ): i hate it when there's too many people!! ):

Had ICECREAM! :)
all of us share 2 scoops. haha damn loser! :p but thanks kendrick! :)

BEN&JERRY!

The view from the deck at vivo:)
I was sad lah i admit, jessie understands my problem because she is going thru a smiliar situation. To imagine how things can change in a day or two.
you never realise what you have until you've lost it.

The guys wanted to play arcade, so ok lor. hahah derrick.

Oh played the table games! haha my team lost 5-11!!!! ):
i suck man! hahaha

James and derrick.

Oh, next we went to mt faber to find talleah.
The lights there is RETRO! :)
[we are damn loser ): we climb up the mountian, then after 10 min and counting down climb bacn down the monutian! ):]

There was a club party, but I didnt wanna go. waste 38$!!!
NO THANK YOU!!
Talleah and me :)

The jewel box.

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CHRISTMAS DAY (the next day!)
Aiwei and I during the candle light service :)

The candel lights up the entire hall.

What pastor said was true, when there is a light, it will out shine the darkness.
At first, the whole hall was dim and dark, but then when a single candle was lit, it's flame passed down from row to row to light 8000 candles, the final result is so breaktaking :)

I really miss kenneth.

My candle.

Candles :)

Jessie and me and candle!! :)

After, jessie and i went to TM to play arcade then she came to my house:)
Today was a fun day! :)
A good christmas. I really pray that I get my christmas wish! :)
I WANT IT SO BADLY!! :D

Love YOU!

2006-12-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Bad day-daniel powter
Current mood: OVERJOYED fake ):

MEET FATHER CHRISTMAS!
:) alvin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahah

him and his big sack!! haha wheres my present?! tmr he says! LOL

Went to the chc carinval :) Sat this ride! ahah FUN!! :D

My group of girlpals! :)

Service is about to start! :)

what is a candle doing?

START of service! :) we sang really nice carols! and i sat next to peter, so through out the drama he was making funny noises! LOL

CANDLE LIGHT! :)

the whole hall :)

me and my candle! :) LIGHT!

talleah michelle huixian

lights!!!!!!! :) a beautiful sight! :)

After that went to celebrate yilun's birthday! :) haha
PETER AND HIS ATTENTION SEEKING SHIRT
hahaahh(and hair!)

Yilun the birthday leader! :)

YAY!

denise me peter (he looks like hes on holiday hor! LOL) [i have small eyes!):]

Merry go round! LOL

the hall! and it's rides! (:

timmy and me.

Lydia and me :)

father and daughter! :)

im looking somewhere else! LOL

we look like we have the same fringe! whahah! :p

jessie ameila me! :)

Today was heaps of fun even though Im feeling sad. But when i was in church the events were so sweet, the candleslight, the drama, the carols were all lit and such a special moment, however i couldn't find tears to cry. Good thing I sat next to peter, can talk to him. I think he's the only one who really understands the situation. I think I shall just lose my pride and call him tonight. LORD HELP ME!

ps. Jesus was not really born on the 25th of December and there may not have been 3 wise men, so if you see those christmas dectorations with 3 people and all, it may not be true. haha Uncle Rickie says so!

2006-12-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

Listening to: tatu- all the things she said
Current mood: Normal

Today i was feeling like a total loser. Stuck at home with nothing to do, no where to go. I wanted to just stay home and be a slob.
Was crying a lil in the afternoon and feeling sorry for myself. Drowning myself in self-pity because of what have been going on.
HOWEVER with such a good friend like RACHELNGO, she asked me out and i said yes so met her at 4. thought just go out and relax a lil'. but instead, i had LOTS OF FUN! :) THANKS RACHEL! :D

Went to bugis!

Rachel and me :)

A nice christmas tree! :)

Rachel being stupid! There were like 6 ANDYLAU posters behind but she's BLOCKING THEM!! ): Oh and i decided not to photoshop this to make her look funny cause she's such a nice person! :)

HA! save energy.. hahah

ANDYLAU AND ME! <3

Rachel and i!! Went for BS makeup FT1 lesson 9. I felt that whatever yilun was saying really impact me.
1.study overseas
2.change church
3.any form of relationships.
I shouldnt assume but get direct guidance!! THANK GOD! :)

My favourite chicken! :)
dinnered with rachel kendrick and joquim? hahah

also went to shop at bugis! :) so crowded ):

got this retro top! :)

another one! LOL (these are all for fun lah! haha )

thanks rachel for the present! :)

Oh and today i recieved a christmas card from yanliang! :) heehe

Im happy now! thanks rachel a whole lot for spending time with me and jio-ing me out! :) heehe

AND! PETERS BACK!!! :)

Never in my life have I: done drugs or dated a druggie ):
2. The last person I kissed was: pookey! :)
3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile: rachel ngo :)
4. The high school I go to is: temasek secondary.
5. When I'm nervous: i chew my lip and bite my nails
6. The last time I cried was: in the afternoon.
7. My hair is: nice! ( refer to top photos!)
8. When I was 5, I: was a kid.
9. My Christmas last year: i was serving as an usher.
10. When I turn my head to my right, I see: the fan.
11. I should be: taking out my contact lens and sleeping early.
12. When I look down I see:my legs.
13. The craziest recent event was: out with rachel! :)
14. By this time next year: i would be going on to sec4 (o level is freaky) :(
15. I love: GOD MORE THAN ANYTHING! :)
16. I have a hard time understanding: why my phone is in such bad condition ):
17. One time at a family gathering: all my cousins promised to teach me how to play bridge, but never ): for like 5 years already!! ):
18. You know I like you if:if i tell you.
19. Take my advice: on family and music
20. My ideal breakfast is: milo!
21. If you visit the place I grew up: you would feel warm and loved.
22. Soon I plan on visiting: hongkong!
23. If you spend the night at my house: you'll sleep on the floor :p
24. The world could do without: satan
25. The most recent thing I bought: TOPS! :) COOL! :)
26. My favourite brunette is: jennifer! :)
27. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: bears! :)
28. Last night I: cried myself to sleep
29. My birthday is on: the 27t of march
30. Tomorrow I am: gonna be dressing up as a santa-rena! :D

2006-12-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

Current mood: My life's back on track! (:
Listening to: Evan & Jaron -crazy for this girl

Hey everyone! (: im so glad! :) I feel that after BS today my life is way back on track! :) YAY for me then! :)

Had tuition with yilun in the moring then headed to suntec for bs. went earlier to walk with Rachel :)

Singaporeans love last minute shopping! haah :D

YiLun eating something rachel got her! :) Was super BIG! hahah :p
The Q at royce is so long!! Like 100 over people in one small shop! ahhah :p
Me eating my favourite chicken! :)
Rachel and her egg + drink
Me and her! :) I love talking to this girl!! :D
Cute? hahah
Something cute i got from thailand! :) hahah
WOW! :) I feel so reliefed now after talking to yilun just now. Amazing how 5 mins of talking and one prayer can do to change me! :) WOW! I feel so happy and geered for christmas!! :) YAY! see ya all tmr! :)

1. Start Time: 11.48pm
2. Name: Josephine
3. Nickname: Joe, jose
4. Astrology sign: Aries
5. Gender: Female
7. Hair color: black but brown under the sun
8. Eye color: brown.
9. Height: 1.64cm
10. Favorite color: BLACK!
11. Glasses: contacts! :)
13. tattoos: Nah!
14. Birthplace: Singapore.
15. Area code: 65?
16. friends: YAY!

******HAVE YOU EVER*****

17. cut your own hair?
-- yes long time ago and i learnt a lesson!!
18. Done something in the past regret?
-- ya):
19. Have you ever met someone you were
not supposed to?
-- yeah many times
21. Skipped school?
-- HA! how can i not say no.
22. Bungee jumped?
-- nope.
24. Punched someone?
-- haha ya.
25. ???
-- huh?
26. Been arrested?
-- nope
27. Broken into someones house?
-- no
28. Been to a funeral?
-- yes
32. Used a lighter?
-- ya

*****FAVORITE*****

34. Season: srping.
36. Ice cream flavor: coffee!
37. School subject(s): math! (im so gay!)
38. Candy: chicklets! :) hahah
39. Breakfast: at tiffanys
40. Juice: orange.
41. Book(s): a walk to rmb.
42. Movie(s): the crow. infernal affairs2 and a walk to rmb.
43. Song(s): MANY!!
50. Letter(s):abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
51. Favorite fast food restaurant: mac.
52. Disney Princess: Arial
53. TV station: Mtv
54. Name for a son: darren lin yanliang.
54. Name for a daugther: Michelle Richelle Lin

******DO YOU PREFER*****

56. Chocolate or Vanilla? choc!
57. Alcoholic or not? non-alcoholic
60. Scary movies or comedies? Comedies.
61. Short or long hair? long.
62. Croutons or bacon bits? bacon bits.

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO
MIND******

64. Mexicans in general: yay
65. School: MCs
66. Grass: cows
67. Cow: rawr!
68. Canada: cool!
69. Mouse: trap
70. Hands: manicure!

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******

71. Watched a movie? yup.
72. Talked on the phone? NOW!
73. Cried? yeah lots
74. Choked? nah
75. Drank a glass of water? yes! haha!
76. Done Drugs? no
77. Read a book or magazine? both. today i had to read A math
78. Watched TV? nah
79. Looked in the mirror? of cause.
80. Taken a shower? yes im quite sure
81. Taken a picture? yes
82. Listened to music? yeah.
83. Kissed sm1? haha ya
84. Told someone you liked them? please dont touch on thsi subject
85: End time:11.54Pm (ONLY MINS!)

2006-12-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

trinity.
I'll wait.
but can i wait for that long?

2006-12-20T16:05:00.000+08:00

Listening to: JamesBlunt- Your beautiful
Current mood: Sad yet happy

So i'm back from my thailand trip today.

During this trip, i ate lots of good food, had a relaxing time, did some shopping, got a chance to see the life of the locals. It really is an eyeopener to see how people elsewhere live.

WAITWAITWAIT!!

first, a few lessons learnt on this trip. singaporeans are freaking KIASU! SCARED TO DIED , NOISY AND THINK THEY OWN THE WHOLE PLACE!
at the airport, a group of them will line up all each in one Q, then the first person to reach the immgrantion officer will call the others to gather and wahliao!! DAMN LONG!
AND!to gather all their friends they will shout "OI HERE LAH!!HURRY!" super loud.
THEN!they will all rush to get onboard the plane first(but their damn loser cause small kids go in frist and deborah happens to be a small kid) AHHAH! then wahliao! this man keep glaring at us like not happy we get to go in lah. LOSER! (still)
and this is onlt the tip of the iceburg!!

The nicest dish so far! (:
a butterfly ring i got (:
This is at some resturant i went to. It's really nice cause the place is located by the river, the atmosphere is so relaxed, live music playing and there is most importantly
GOOD FOOD!

Say hello to Deborah :p

the Christmas tree in the lobby of the hotel.
the hotel room (:

We wented this van for 100$ a day. the drivers were all very nice :D And the rides are super comfortable cause i got a whole row of seats to myself. WHAHAHAH!! :p
Some random shot of the locals along the street. It feels like I'm in the 1960s.

Oh, we ate at this place once for dinner. hahahah
that vechial there is one means of their transport. it's like 10b a person which is like S$0.50 per person.
the fishes at airport plaza.

We also went to visit some craftshops.
This man is making some sliverware.
polishing up some rings

this is a slik store. kinda interesting the process (see below)

this is how they tread the silk. but I dont think all the shirts are 100% silk?
the silk treads.
the silk worms! EW!
this is the different stages at where they are at.

the fully grown WORM!!

the hotel lobby.
At night, someone will be playing the piano so sweet hor? :p
I like this breed of dogs! (:
this is the golden triangle. its where the borders of Laos, Myanmar and Thailand meet. it is really unique! :) but decided not to go for the boat ride cause it was HOT!! :O

the north most part of thailand! (:

ate at some nice resturant near the river. this is already Myanmar. so dumb! can just swim over then no needa pay tax and passport fee! HA! im so smart!! (:

candle! (seems like i had super alot of candle light dinners! haha)

my daddy in that transport thing(as mentioned earlier) super cheap! like $4 for 8 ppl 8km.

some nightmarket.
some performer. He acts like a robot and u can draw anything on his body. Pretty retro if u ask me! :o

well, overall my trip was good! :)

I also went to visit an orphanage set up by uncle rickie. The kids are so charming :) And they have such excellent handcraft. haah :D

Also, when I went to Myanmar, and the atmosphere was such a drop as compared to thailand! In there, there were like people selling drugs on the street! my daddy walked for like 15 min then 3 people went up to him to try to sell his drugs! SIAO!! ): So we all decided to go back to thailand after being in Myanmar for only like half an hour. haha but aunty nina got pearls so she was pretty happy. hahah
-lucky daniel, didnt come over!!

But when i was at the checkpoint, this dude like 40? he was doing the passport things lah, then he keep looking winking and smiling at me! then i was like WTH!!! WHAT!! then i keep looking at the wall. haha then my photo turned out all screwed. damn crappy!! ):
[cause at the check point, they will take a photo of u]

i tell you!
THOSE FREAKIN' MILITARY PEOPLE NEVER SEE GIRL BEFORE LAH!!

2006-12-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Full
Listening to: Tears for fears -Mad world

Went for make up cg with melvinling this evening.

So cool lah! :) It was an adults one, then they all went to exchange presents! :D
So awwwww!!!!!! :D hahah too bad I won't be here to do the same this year. Oh well.
I'm sad yet happy to be going away to Thailand tmr till bout the 21st i think.

Finding nemo. HAHAH!

I'm pretty excited for the next 2 years! :)
After that I can start life all over again far far away from here. i don't really know what makes me hate singapore that much, but I just wanna get outta here. Maybe I'm bored of life here already. Who knows? Anyway, I pretty much planned out everything! :D hahah

I'll proberly go to Trinity for a foundation course of one year.
A few of my friends are there already.
Timmy, jake, edna, cheryl, like 3 of my brothers friends, kenneth,alex, hazel... ya! :)

I'll take 5 subjects, english, math, history of ___, and 2 others! haha :)

I'll stay like in a 4 room house in the suburbs near the city and have 3 housemates! :)
i already got 1 finalized! haha :)
I shall have a golden retriever puppy too!! :D *Melts!!

I can go to planetshakers or richmon for service on sundays :)

SEE! I think everything will work out! :) After all the only thing i have to make sure is that daddy has enough to fund my education. I think he does. haha I can work there if not! haha :)
I can't wait! :) Im so excited! :) And getting into trinty means going to melbourne uni after. And to get into trinity i have to have at least.........

4 B4s
1C5
1C6

HOW IS EASY IS THAT?!?! Hahha :p

But i'm aiming for 8 points so i can 100% get in! :) YAY!

10 favourites
1. colour : black
2. food : Hungry jacks cheese burgers! :)
3. song : Only one -lifehouse
4. movie : The crow & Infernal affairs2
5. sport : Running is good when I'm pissed.
6. season : SPRING!! :D
7. day(s) : Fridays
8. ice-cream : Bend&Jerrys and that one on Lagon street!
9. books :
10. soft-toy : Pookey!

9 currents
1. mood : Tired
2. clothes : Jayjays top & Surf shorts
3. desktop : Some flying blue thing?
4. toenail colour : Blackish-purple
5. time : 7.31pm
6. annoyance : Gum
7. thought : Can't wait till 2 years later!
8. boy/girlfriends : Kenneth :)
9. books im reading : A maths text.

8 first
1. best friend : Lisa
2. crush : The lead singer of lifehouse! LOL
3. movie : Forgot?
4. piercing : P1
5. lie : This?
6. music : Some ABC song
7. car : Some doll? (Im just guessing)
8. handphone : Nokia 3310! I love it man! :)

7 lasts
1.last cigar : Nah
2. last water : Bottled water
3. last car ride : Yesterday night home.
4. last crush : The guy on the "call me when your sober" video <3
5. last movie : Some Andy Lau show. The most recent one! :)
6. last phone call : YiLun
7. last CD played : GC

6 have you evers
1. dated 1 of my best friends : Nah
2. arrested : no
3. broken the law : no
4. skinny-dipped : Nope
5. been on tv : yeah
6. kiss someone you know : yes

5 things you are wearing now
1. Jayjays top
2. Ring
3. Surf shorts
4. Contacts
5. Foundation :)

4 things you have done today
1. Woke up
2. Ate gum
3. PACKED FOR THAILAND! :D (finally!)
4. Write down what i have to buy when I go to thailand

3 things you can hear right now
1. My hump-BEP
2. typing noises
3. Me chewing gum

2 things you cant live without
1. People
2. God

1 thing you regret now
1. Not making a move!

12 people you would want to do this quiz
Any 12 bored people.

TILL THE 21ST! :) I'll be in thailand. anything can email me!! hahah :)

2006-12-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Impatient!
Listening to: Fingers on keyboard ):

Had lunch with Tricia and Yilun at the bedok coffeeshop near my school
There was a fly in my noodles.
I am so grossed out! ):

However, i got to eat icecream so that really cheered me up! :D

HEEHE! :)

Daddy then took adriel and i to uncles jeff's house to meet his family + uncle larry + aunty maggie.

Ate at kaki bukit there.
My daddy seems to know all the shopkeepers man! LOL

NICE FOOD!! :D

Oh! this is some growing bean thing. i think is pretty cool.
When it grows! it'll bloom and write "hello" there. ahah damn lame but kinda cool! LOL :p

I hate it when someone says that they will call but then they don't! ): CALL ME NOW!! IM WAITING!! I've been waiting since like 10! and now is 11!! ): ):
But then you did call me 4 times already today.. Nevermind! I STILL WANNA TALK TO YOU BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP!!
i want i want i want!!!!!! :D
CALL ME LEH!! please? Heheh :) -I doubt you read my blog! haha i didn't give you the link! hahahahah woops!! NEVERMIND! CALL ME SOON!!
fine, i'll call you!! (after i post this?! ) :D

I STILL LIKE THIS PHOTO! :p

7 random things about me.
-I miss QV apartments
-I wanna go HongKong REALLY BADLY!!!! ):
-I'm leaving for thailand and I haven't packed yet!! :O
-I'm waiting for a very important call but!! my house has barely an reception! ):
-The numbers 9,8,1, and 3 are infront of me right NOW!
-The person I miss is not online now ):
-I would love to study in Trinity after my Os.

7 things that scares me
- Loved ones dying
- Yucky insects! ):
-My contacts being stuck to my eye!!! :(
-Losing my post when I'm just bout to publish it!
-Getting tang or verma as a teacher! (it may be fun though?!?!)
-Dying without saying goodbye to the ones I love
-PLANECRASH!! ): ):

7 random songs at the moment
-Only one -Lifehouse
-Innocent -OurLadyPeace
-Falls apart -Sugaray
-Kiss the rain -Yurami
-Lips of an angel -Hinder
-Nothing in this world -ParisHilton (wth!-thats what derick would say lol)
-Angel -WithinTemptation

7 people to do this!
-Rachel
-Andrew
-Tricia
-Sarah
-Timmy
-Bored people
-God.

2006-12-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Listening to: So yesterday-hiliary duff [damn!]
Current mood: Cheeky! ;p

HELLO PEOPLE!

If anyone [hopefully manyMANY!!] are wondewring what i was for christmas.. WELL! I want an edhardy cap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE?!! Santa if your reading this! I want it! I've been really well behavied all year! REALLY! [well, school's not counted cause some teacher deseve the mimo treatment!] BESIDES that! I was!!! :)

I'LL BE EXPECTING THIS IN THE MAIL SANTA! :D

Here's a picture so you can see it! don't get the wrong one!

Anyway, went to watch a battle of wits. Andy lau is HOTNESS! :) Heheh! Didnt really understand it lah. haha but ate free BEN&JERRYS so i'm not complaining!:D

and! I saw jonathan and hardy! haha Jon was kinda gay i guess. He was wearing this hat!! INDOORS! well... he's kinda hot though but hardy is HOTTER! :D I guess being famous is no big deal, only that you have a PA beside you cause you can't remember all you have to do. That's the only difference I guess?

the next day! Went to have lunch with my senior clarance. he's so gay man! Won't tell me what happened 3 years ago. I know I have something to do with it, but he tells me to forget it and wont spit it out! ): The handmade noodle aunty at S21 is damn nice! She say wanna take we out for a movie :D whaha! Accompanied him to see the doctor(which was damn long wait) and (he's super racist!!)
Met Rachel to shop at Queensway. saw someone familiar but didnt know who but he said hi to me. haha so rachel and i were like "HEY! so familiar!!" then i was studdering on his name. haha :p woops!

Went for PM after :)

1. My ex is still...
haven't heard from him in 2 years

2. I am listening to...
lifehouse -0nly one

3. Maybe I should...
wear glasses and do this

4. I love...
God, my family &friends & life

5. My best friend...
is away.

6. I don't understand...
you.

7. I lost...
my earring. (only one side ): )

8. People say...
stupid stuff

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
him&me with everyone else around who is non-existant

10. Love is...
warm :)

11. Somewhere, someone is..
sleeping (that could have been me!)

12. I will always...
breathe! :)

13. Forever seems...
like yesterday

14. I never ever want to...
lose my loved ones

15. My cell phone is...
on the table

16. When I woke up this morning...
someone rang me :D

17. I get annoyed...
when people talk rubbish bout me

18. Parties are...
fun wild and hot!

19. My pet(s) are...
my brother :p

20. Kisses are the best when...
you do it with someone you love.

21. Today I am...
going to meet tricia

22. Tomorrow I will...
pack for thailand

23. I really want...
to go to hongkong!

*****

1.Ever been given a ring?
Yups

2. Longest relationship?
with my parents :)

3. Last gift you received?
ben & jerry icecream

4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
ALOT!

5. Last sport you played?
captains ball.

6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
FOOD and clothes!

7. Thing you ate last?
chicken mac nuggets

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes, hair

9. A song which desribes your feelings now?
sugaray- falls apart

10. Where do you live?
Tampines.

11. Last relationship?
i made a new friend called (i forgot! but i have his no.!) [wait, i dont! he has mine ): ] (wait!! but he rang me so i have it! but then i didnt save it cause i dont know his name. haha)

12. Cell phone service provider?
Starhub

13. Favorite mall store?
MELBOURNE CENTRAL!!

14. Longest job held?
thaiExpress. 2 days! :p

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
nope? dice as in boardgame those type?!!

16. Do you prank call people?
HAHAHAHHAH!! yes! timmy, mark man! lol

17. Last person who text messaged you?
yilun

18. First friend you'd call if you won a lottery?
kenny :)

19. Last time you attended church?
yesterday

20. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Carls Jr, LJs, HUNGRYJACKS!, pizza hut :)

21. Last incoming call?
Kenneth

22. Last time you got drunk?
nah

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends?
fast food!

24. Can you cook?
im learning!

25. What car do you want to buy?
why? you wanna buy for me arh? if so, i rather a cap.(scroll to top)

26. Last time u cried?
2days ago i think?

27. Most hated food?
YUCKY VEGES!! ):

28. Thing you like most about yourself?
im me.

29. Things you hate most about yourself?
that i cant see cause im not wearing glasses! ):

30. Last time you had an argument?
wow, like so long ago(a record!)

31. Favorite Movie?
infernal affairs2 :) Keke!

32. Name all the races of the people that you've been with?
many.

33. Last movie rented?
INFERNAL AFFAIRS2! :)

34. Favorite alcoholic drinks?
Vodka with ice lemon tea :)

35. Favorite perfume?
i dun know the brand! but the bottle is like small and rectangular. think is chanel or something.

36. What are you thinking at the moment?
hi.

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01) What is your handphone type?
SE K700i

02) What's the last 4 digits of your mobile no.?
4711

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
Sure, see ya -lun.

04) Who's the first person in your phonebook?
aaron

05) Who's the last person you rang?
uncle khong :D

06) Who was your last missed call from?
benny (amelia was using his phone)

07) Who's the last person in your phonebook?
zining

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
"hey bimbobuddyxD happy birthday dearie! Enjoy today yeah? muahs!-nadiah :)

09) Who's the 3rd person in your phonebook?
adriel

10) Go to your Sent Items. What does the 5th message says?
Hey, the CIC logan, ken, sarah, lydia, michelle, jialiang, daemen gg. gary uncomfirmed.-lun

11) Who do you hate the most?
satan!!

12) Latest gadget?
i want the N93!!!!!!!!!!

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
lazy to count.

14) What do you have as your wallpaper?
me and ken.

15) How many phones do you own?
1

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
yilun.

17) Choose a star who has one or more features like you?
some say this china actress but i've never seen her!! ):

18) Favorite blogger?
mine?

19) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
bout 11?

20) What do you have as your ringtone?
blurry-puddle of mud

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1. Where do you hang your towel after showering?
the hook where i hang it

2. How does your mouse pad looks like?
none.

3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or a brush?
comb.

4. From your opinion, who do you think is the ugliest celebrity?
william hung

5. You got a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
glue

6. Chicken or pork?
Chicken.

7. By the time you get to school/work, is the sky still dark?
nope.

8. If you had a choice to see a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
mermaid! :) i love to swim!!

9. What was in your bag the last time you went out?
wallet, phone, water, notebook, bible, keys, jacket.

10. What time does the sun usually set?
8.34 in melbourne and bout 6.53 in singapore.

11. What do you think of last before you go to sleep?
YAY! bed!

12. Air-con or fan?
Aircon!

13. Do you wear braces?
Nah.

14. Can you hand stand?
yes.

15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
hotter than bradpitt!!

16. What level math are you in?
sec3?

17. Jessica Simpson or Jessica Alba?
simpson.

18. Which subject is worst, English or Math?
english.

19. What's one thing you really want to do this very moment?
wear GLASSES!! (but sadly their lost?!?!) ):

20. After buying something, do you automatically throw it away?
eh no. isnt that a waste?

21. CD player or iPod?
iPod.

22. Would you rather spin upside down goin 30 miles or drop 400 ft into water?
400 ft into water!

24. What you got planned for the weekend?
thailand!

25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
YES!!! :) :)

26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper what would you do?
draw

27. Is it always easy finding your remote everytime you want to watch TV?
yup.

28. How was your day?
good so far!! :D

29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
grow!!

30. Describe your handwritting:
different

31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
no!!

32. Do you bruise easily?
nope

33. There's nothing on the tv except Barney and Japanese news, what do you do?
jap news!!

34. How many friendster pals you have?
300plus?

35. You got an essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
type!

36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
NO! so hot!

37. Describe yourself using one word:
me.

38. Do you think best friends make the best lovers?
nope. ew! hahah

39. Do you like ice in your drink?
yes!

40. Do you have abs?
abs? nope. isnt that for guys?

******

What is the best nickname that u ever had?
momo. hahahhah

Do you think suicide is the best way?
nope.

Rate your social life from scale 1 to 10?
8. i go out alot. hahah

Are you in love with someone at the moment?
yups

Are you missing someone at the moment?
yups!

Do you think love hurts?
sometimes.

Whats the best thing about love?
warm feeling and HUGS!

Whats the worst thing about love?
arguements

Will you wait for someone you love?
yess

What song that best describes your love life at the moment?
jay-anjing

Do you wanna get married?
Of course.

Have you talked to the person you love in the last 24 hours?
Yes.

Do you keep memories or try to forget them?
keep!! this qiz brings along so many already!!

Is love always on your side or the opposite way?
halfhalf

Do you have a gay/lesbian/bisexual friend?
gay(check!) les(check!) bis (maybe?)

Are you sick of love?
no.

Are you sick of questions on love?
kinda.

What do u want so badly right now?
to go to hongkong!!

Do you think money is everything?
nah.

What's the song that you last downloaded?
HA! dui bu qi xiexie! LOL

How much do you love music?
alotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!

Do you play an instrument?
piano, guitar and recorder :p

Have you writen your own song?
once.

What song is in your mind right now?
only one (its on now)

I'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go and I don't know what I'm diving into just hanging by a moment here with you...

2006-12-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

Current mood:Average
Listening to: Lifehouse-only one

In case anyone's been wondering, I haven't died. i've just been too busy to update. haha sorry bout that :)

I was writing a chinese letter to one of my friends and sadly i didn't know how to write so many words(!!) and was too lazy to go home so i decided to go to popular to use their chinese dictonary! haha :)

me=smart! :D

And I didn't even get chased out! :) *smirks!

FINAL PRODUCT! :)

Went for cellgroup at mark's house :)

Gary should really win the manhood award :) Seriously. He carried our bags all the way to marks house which is like up down up up the hill!! Hahah :) [we had a chalet after]

I really miss aussie!! :(

Anyway,

COATA SANDS! :)

Went to celebrate someone's birthday at some pub near raffles place.

I like the pink light! :)

Linlin and i.

They say we look alike! haha :p

Oh yilun says i look like emily. the strange. thanks arh...

I'm so bored right now. It's raining outside so I shall do this quiz to burn time.

100 things about me

1. Name: Josephine
2. Middle Name: Michelle
3. Location: Singapore, tampines
4. Place of Birth: Singapore
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Bus: 10 to school.
9. Occupation: Student
10. Initials: JCMEL
11. Screen Name: you&me and all other people

Your Appearance :

12. Hair Color : blackish-brown
13. Hair Length: airpit length [i still think it's short!!=( ]
15. Best Feature: eyes. Have you ever seen ugly eyes?
16. Height: 1.63 2 months ago
17. --it's missing?--
18. Glasses: yups. but more of contacts :)
19. Shoe size: 7
20. Weight: 49 2 months ago.

Your Firsts

22. First best friend: Timmy.
23. First Award: Netball competition in NZL
24. First Sport You Joined: Netball
25. First thing you did today: Talked to yilun,kendrick,logan,elaine and clem at Macs.
26: First thing you ate today: cheese burger :)
27. First thing you said today: I'm ok :)
28. First Love: Jesus

Favorites

29. Movie: The crow & those HK mafia shows. hahah
30. TV Show: CARTOONS! :)
31. color: Black
32. Rock Band:lifehouse&googoodolls [theit not really rock..]
33. Place to get groceries: Mama shop?
34. Food: Pizza :)
35. Season: Spring.
36. Candy: lollipops! :)
37. Sport: Gaming.
38. Restaurant: Ones with good service ;0
42. Animal: penguins!! :) & after I went to the australian zoo, has to be meekas! :)
43. Book: Magazine!
44. Magazine: Girlfriend & Dolly

Currently

45. Doing before you started this survey: Arrange my roses
46. Thinking: Crap, why did I leave my hp charger at the chalet?!?!
47. Wearing: Green tee and black shorts.
48. Crying bout: Missing someone.
49. Eating: Nothing. I'm damn hungry!! :(
50. Drinking: water
51. Typing: letters.
53. Listening To:Taking back sunday -Your so last summer.
54. Thinking about: Has my degree risen?
55. Wanting: Lots of things. But now, i wanna be in HK!!
56. Watching: the screen.

Future
57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years:
I'll be 20.. In melbourne uni year 2.
58. Kids: yes please!! 3! :)
59. Want to be Married: yup!!
60. Career in Mind: accountant? [Damn I'm boring. hahah]

Which is Better with the Opposite Sex

63. Hair color: black/brown
64. Hair length: long enough
65. Eye color: brown
66. Measuremnts: ?
67. Cute or sexy: Cute/hot!!
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes!! :) *melts!!
69. Hugs or Kisses: hugs!! :) Lots please!! :D
70. Short or Tall: Taller than me
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic! :)
73. Good or Bad: Bad
74. Sensitive or spontaneous: perfect!
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hot!

Have You Ever

78. Kissed a Stranger: nope
79. Had surgery: nah
80. Gone commando: once [i seriously had no underwear!!!!!!!!!!!!:( ]
81. Ran Away From Home: nopes
82. Broken a bone: nah
83. Got an X-ray: yups
84. Been on a cruise: think so once!
85. Got a car accident: Nope.
86. Dumped someone: nope :)
87. Cried When Someone Died: duh?! :(
88. Cried At School: once. for a really stupid reason! :(

Do You Believe In

89. God: Yes
90. Miracles: God, miracles. same page yes :)
91. Love at First Sight: ya!
92. Ghosts: nope
93: Aliens: maybe?
94. Soul Mates: yes!!
95. Heaven:100%!
96. Hell: yes
97. Answered prayers: yups!
98. Kissing on The First Date: nope! hugging YES! :)
99. Horoscopes: their stupid! :( I was reading leo by accident [im aries] then the leo one applied to me!! :(

Answer Truthfully

100. Is there someone you wish you had?:
yups.

It's funny how a few weeks away can cause so much difference. It's as if i've been out of singapore for 3 months instead 3 weeks. Everythings changed. And i think what changes most is the people round me. I'm sorry yilun if i made you worry, but you don't needa worry. i thought bout what you said and i think it's true. I'm coming because i must, not cause i want to. And then again commitment is doing things even though you dont wish to.
But my talk witrh rachel and jessica really helped me. i am more in tuned now i guess. see you all round soon.

I guess you're the only one
That nobody changes
I guess you're the only one
Left standing when everything else goes down
You're still the only one
Yeah you're still the only one who never changes.

2006-12-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

Listening to: I wanna wake up where you are-googoodolls
Current mood:EXCELLENT!! :D

Some one got me flowers! :) and a lollipop too!! :D

They look artifical right? But they arent! :p they are like SO BEAUTIFUL!! :))

Awww!!! :D These are sweeter than the marriage service ones! :)

The "shy" person who got them :)
Oh, we were at this nice bubbletea place! :) The seats are SWINGS!! Neat huh? :D

An event near Kenneth's house.

Peter doing a "david coppperfield" moment :)
An amazing purple tree which was in the middle of the park :)
ZOO TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Me, mr emu & kanga!! :)

Kolar!! kawaii nei! :)
wombat looks lost! haha :)

I was scared of this emu. hahah so dare not stand too near :p
Peter chasing a peahen!! ):

SO mean!!

Kenneth and him.
Looks like a mini-dragon :)
This croc is sunbathing! :p so amusing :)
another dragon-ish thing. hahahh
A giant turtle!! :)
Elephant!!
Tiger! :)

It is so silly! LOL :p It was walking in circles! hahah

I like the chicken which is behind (chicken=not right term) haha its so like photoish! as in it looks fake. haha plastic. lol
The monkey in the middle is the king, then the other two are attending to him :p

Meet peter's brother! :p Monkey! hahaha His hair is like same clolour as this animals! :p only lighter!!!
PENGUINS!! :p
so adoreable!! :) someone please buy me one!! :P PLEASE!!
These seals are diving? why? shy arh?
they were making out before that!! :p
Animals even have their own beds! :)
SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
A hungry brown bear :)

the black things are the length of their necks. (long neck turtles)
PIG!! :p
I had a really fun time at the zoo!! :) YAYs!

END OF ZOO TRIP! :P

--In random order--

SPREADED ACROSS 2 DAYS

A lighted chirstmas tress :) -Kenneth says I look like one... NO!! thats his top btw!!!

Our matching tops :)

Why do i get the ugly green one?!?! ):

Had japanese food for dinner! :)
This looks yummy!! :) and it is (surprisingly) i don't usually eat jap food! haha :p
Me and mr horse!
Some people were playing chesse. I wonder who won!! Some sights! (all photos by Kenneth. he takes nicer ones than me ): )

(we went into the church)

I look freaking random here!!

There was an photo display. The photos are way nice!! :D

Wish I could take like them!! titled: The world from above

(ok now these photos are mine) :p

I wear socks with slippers! :p - didn't bring any shoes to aussie!!):

Went iceskating!! :)

Oh and that girl in the middle is damn noisy. I was trying to sleep on the bus, then she keep singing and talking damn loud on the bus lah!!! (she's peter's church friend's friend's girlfriend [i guess])

I vow to try not to be as noisy as her!

Skates! :)
At a train station.
Peter "popping his collar" :p

He looks like Gambit from Xmen!

Yups! hah :p thats all!! :) I have loads more! but blogger isn't working as fast as i wish it would now.

Anyway, Kenneth left to HK this afternoon and I've decided not to go to Great ocean road anymore. Peter and I are hitting the beach tmr!! :)

LOVES!! :D

2006-12-02T08:10:00.000+08:00

i'm going to the zoo

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnn!!!

2006-11-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Duibuqi xiexie
Current mood: Happy :D

Hey all.

I'm really happy today.

Maybe it's the warm weather? Maybe. Hahahha Had a "long" day today.

Think maybe one of the most furitful yet here :)

My plan -Zoo[tmr]
Saturday-philp island?
Sunday-church; ice-skating
Monday- in the process of thinking [philip island?]
Tuesday- in the process of thinking
Wednesday-fly off -take photos of beautiful flowers&photos of nature.

BUBBLRTEA PLACE! so cozy hor? :)

The seats are actually swings. hahaha

Some impt icon in melbourne. hahahha

Kenneth and my feet
Oh went shopping with Kenneth at the Nike outlet store :)
I got myself a very nice jacket! :D And I'm not bothered by the fact that its for "men" :p
The view from the 33th floor :)

Oh and the apartment service here sucks!! ): i was somehow locked into the stairwell and called sercurity, then they said i had 2 choices
1.Walk all the way down [?!?!?!?!]
2.Pay them $45 to rescue me[&^&%!&@^(*&^!(@]
No way man!! So in the end I walked from the 33 floor to the 15 floor(round there) and

[NO I DIDN'T PAY THEM TY VERY MUCH!]

the door was slightly open so I went out and took the lift down.
Hmmm.. before that I had to walk from 20 floor -33floor.

[TIRED!! -well, think skipping track was a bad idea] hehehhe :p

FREAKING LOUSY SERCURITY!!

Timmy's got a new hair colour! hahah :)
GOLDEN?!

Today is the most accomplished day cause

1.I went to eat decent wontans! :)

2.went to see peters new house [has a pool!!!!!!!! :D]

3.Went shopping!!! :D :D :D

4.Went to have bubbletea!! :)

5.Went to take nature pictures!

6.Watched an animie chapter 1-6!!! :)

7.managed to wiggle my way outta dinner!! [long story]

Yups, so today is the most accomplished day :D

2006-11-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

Listening to: I wanna wake up where you are-GooGooDolls
Current mood: Neutral.

Went out again to explore the city.
Wanted to go to the measum but then i have no clue where that is.

The Yarram River.

That clock tower there is where the train station is.

The bridge. Was too lazy to go stand on it so ya. Hahah :p
Beautiful trees. I like this shade of green.

Sometime before I leave, I guess I'll have to go to a park and take shots of the flowers.

That would be breath-taking I reckon :D

Their "mrt" a.k.a "subway"

What a stupid name. Hahahha :p

So this is what they mean by "the water shimmered like a million diamonds."

It's really amazing how beautiful nature is. I'll have to find something like this in Singapore, and I'm certainlly not refering to the Kallang River. Hahah :)

Thinking and reflecting in such wonderful surroundings sure is nice.
An old church.
This was what I wanted to take yesterday. So nice eh? :)
I like this green :)
Setting Christmas decorations early huh?

Tmr I shall try go to the measum. Have to look for a map first. Hahah I guess I'll try to get there in one piece :) And tmr will be accompanying Peter to dye his hair, but will try to see somemore sights :)

2006-11-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Full as.
Listening to: Jay- Qing Tian

Am watching this animie series called "ouran high school host club"
it's pretty interesting and rather amusing! Hahah :)

The guy with the bunny is so cute! His voice is aw!!! :D
Oh and the person holding the flowers is actually a girl. Hahah check it out yourself :)

Now I kind of understand why people can spend unless hours watching animie :) But I still perfer drama series cause the people look more real. Haha but animie enhances the enterainment factor Hahha :)

Went out shopping today. Went to 7angels, jayjays, sportsgirl and aries.

Got a tube dress.(something like that) But it's in dark blue and white. Matches really well ith jeans and all :D

Had Japanese food with peter, uncle rodney and kenneth. The food was nice :) Hhahah I forgot to take my camera out with me today and there were afew shots I wanted to take so I shall go back tmr and take them! hahah :) Hopefully i won't get lost again!! Hahha :)

2006-11-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Welcome to my life-Simple plan
Current mood: crabby

Changed skin. I think it looks nicer :)

Still not used to my now hair.

The food here is so freash!! :) Hahhah So tempting to take so many photos but good thing I have something called-

Self-control:D Nice fruits and vegetables!! :)
This is victoria market. It's something like those night markets, only that it is in the day. Hahah :p

Ya they sell nice things there :)
The aquaram.

Peter says that the worlds largest sotong lives there. WOW!!

Welcome to the other side.

The arcade!!!

Timmy playing some boxing game. Quite fun leh but very tiring!! hahahha i tried it so I would know. hahahha

IT'S HUGE!!!

the place is as big as the whole of level one of TM. Really.

I wish i lived here.

Went clubbing too :)

[Nah, I didnt lah. Hahha this is some place in the crown hotel. The lights there are nice :) too bad the camera couldn't take nice shots. Think the settings something wrong. hahah ]

Went to planetshakers today. It was pretty good :)
Happened to be a healing service with Tim Hall. He's really cool and all :D
I kind of miss CHC. but then again a part of me doesn't.

A nice flower shop I passed.

Life size chess pieces!!Major cool huh?

Let's play!! :D

Went for dinner at some nice warm cozy place. Guess where it's located at?
At someone's garage!! Hahha cool idea huh? :p
Timmy doing the standard "act cute pose" that girls always do.
Me too!! Hahahha I'm still not used to my fringe. Encouraging words would be appericated. Hahah but it'll grow. fast. it better!!!! :(

Now I'mbegining to feel how they felt. Wanting to move away from it all. I should have listened to daddy when he told me 2 years ago to migrate back again. I should have. I shouldn't have been so foolish to listen to everyone else posioning my mind. It was all set. All I needed was to get on that plane and everything would have changed. Things would have been so much different and better! That's for sure. Now I feel like a fool. Now I wanna leave this place but can't. It's way better there. The people are nicer, the weather, the housing, the schooling, the lifestyle pace, the everything. There's so many more benifits here then there. Only maybe, one thing. But recently, this one thing has been losing much grip. That thing is church. I "used" to love going to cellgroup and service so much. Don't get me wrong, I still do. So many things have changed since last year. Some for the better but many for worst. Ssometimes being there, I feel so lonely even though there are so many around. Do you ever have that feeling? In a sea of people, yet you feel like your the only one there. Well that's how I feel. It used to feel so warm. But now all I feel is coldness and pain. Few many be able to identify with me. They have seen it. They feel it too. The older members especially. Well, it may be all my total fault thinking this way. But I can't change the past now. I still know and gob ecause of God and not for the people. If it was solely for the people then I guess I would have backslided. Christians will let you down. badly and hard. But get over it. I will. I can. All i feel now is that I really hate it in sunny little island Singapore.I hate it. Anywhere else is much better. I feel more "in-tuned" in Nz or Aussie. If only I could. I would. Without second thoughts. Straight away. Shattered dreams are what i want pieced back.

There's no one in town I know

You gave us some place to go.

I never said thank you for that.

I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance

May angels lead you in.

2006-11-25T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hey all :)

Some photos I took a few days ago. Hahah :)
Oh and I went to cut my hair. Do you like it? Hah I think it's ok lah. but the fringe is a lil too short. but IT"LL GROW!!!!! :D
What do you think?
My old hair.[in case you forgot:p ]

I like this shot! :)
Went to see chicks! :)

One is like for 3.50 only!! So cute lah! ;D

This is like the coolest place to shop! :) Have miss shop, edhardy, kylie and all! :D

Timmy acting as "mary"
A nice shade of green for a tree :)

thats all! :)

Well today is the 25 of November which is a very speical day for me. It marks something that happened 5 years ago. Oh my, I was only 10! I'm a kid!! :D
Anyway, what happened 5 years ago is still in my mind. But i guess life moves on. I love you :D And I still do. Be seeing you soon! :) Loves :)

2006-11-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

no photos today! left the dumb cable at timmys.
oh well. today was a good day :) went to victoria market to shop! :D got some stuff!
its funny how i don't mind spending so much in Aussie but in Singapore i barely wanna spend. Hahah Holdays i tell you. Sure die of the cost! ): Oh well. I like it here. Maybe migrate here? seems pretty cool and relaxed here! :D

Anyway, watched 2 dvds at timmys and went to have dinner at this chinese resturant[was crowded as!]. you know how they "pass" us the menu? They threw it across to our table!! And they took forever to get the bill! I think i was talking rather loud cause the person next to us keep looking! Oh and timmy dao-ed me! so mean! hmmm!! haha the service was kinda bad! We should have walked out! Hahah But I have morals! [HA! Timmy!] Well, rang daddy and adriel :p
They both are ok :) Dad was pretty slack! Hahah And adriel was the usual. monotone voice! haha :p well thats my male family members are for you!?

I don't really know what I did, but today passes FAST! Watched stupid videos on youtube and did the usual webcam! i want one now! :D Ok shall keep that in mind! :)

So i left timmy's for home at like 1150pm. It was kinda gross to see all these youth getting wasted! [friday night's the major clubbing night] It was gross! ): Pukeing everywhere! Shouting! Picking fights! I felt so guai and angelic with my mp3 on [Chirstian music] and my jacket and jeans! [unlike their tubes, bras and whatnot] So i thought to myself "would i be like that in a few years time?" Well, I guess *NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (*read this like how russell peters says it!) The long NO!!! hahah :D I'll go clubbing and all, but not getting drunk and all. I still perfer water :p It's nicer and heathier too! Has 0%salt, sugar! Good for skin and teeth! AND!! It's cheap!! like what? 50cents at NTUC! hahah Can bring that in! Im so smart! :)

Oh im thinking of cutting my hair? Maybe? Hahha :p Like a eyebrow length frindge with a side slant. What do you think? Maybe? I'm still considering! Hahah :)
Oh so I went to webcam and talk to Derick with timmy. and i turned himinto an offical bimbo! hahah :p Before that he was all hardcore and metal but now he waves his handphone to tonghua!! :D im so amazing! :) i can do such great transformation! hahaah :p Anyway I'm sure he secretly sings and dances to "nothing in this world" by paris hilton on his bed when he thinks no one's looking!? oh well. didn't hear this from me! :D Well, he is nice lah but kinda hardcore! hhahah but it takes time to create a bimbo! :) Eh he knows the 1, 2,3 act cute poses already so I think shall teach him how to match his clothes in the next lesson :) It'll be fun! :) Oh and larry and timmy are really hitting it off man! :p

2006-11-23T17:27:00.000+08:00

HEY MAN!

i love this sunset! (:

ok thats all the photos i can upload now! :)

2006-11-20T09:30:00.000+08:00

Current mood: interested.
Listening to: Answer the phone -Sugaray

Listening to a piano piece by Yuruma titled kiss the rain. Can feel the sadness in it. I love classical music. it can really do magic :)

Edna and I were having lunch outside the state library.
Its so peaceful. talk bout enjoy life! hah :)

The building beside MIRT uni.
Looks so Europe!
Went to shop here. All the factory outlets are located here! hahah :D
The state library :)

Oh! there were these tracors with signs in the front reading "PROTEST!" haha or something. was pretty cool! :)

Oh this is the church i went to. Richmond asembly of God. Service was good. but word was like only what? 20 min? hahah but overall is good.

Maybe going to planetshakers next week!

Some display window
but its nice! :) it was suppose to tell a christmas story! lol
THERE IS STILL BUBBLETEA IN AUSSIE!! :)

But it cost like what? $3.80?!!

timmy twirlling his hair. hahahahha its THAT long!!
me with some headset on. hahhah

the protest which happened like yesterday or so.

dunno what they were protesting bout. but it was big. had like thousands of people.

HAPPY FEET!! :) no lah was watching jackass2 then saw the clip.

oh! go watch jackass2 on youtube! haha its super funny! but kinda RA. maybe thats why they dun have it in singapore.hahaha

display!
the dome of the melbourne central shopping mall

Thats bout it. hahha wont be updating anytime soon i think. haha cause it takes ages to upload the photos! hahah so ya maybe in a few days time! come to check again! :)

2006-11-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Happy
Listening to: We believe-GC

MY FREAKING MP3 IS SPOLT!!!!
Well not mine but Kens, but i think it'll be ok once in singapore. maybe it's not used to the weather here? Lol

Anyway, Im here at timmy's apartment and i forgot to bring the camera cable so cant upload and all):

Yesterday went shoppping with Edna in the suburbs. Everything there is so cozy! ahah the atmosphere there is so peaceful! Hahhah the things were super ex not very worth it. so went to another place where there are warehouses. went to nike, roxy, some branded shoes and stuff. Hahha the things are like CHEAP!! hahah $16 for a nike top!! hahah so i shopped my heart out [not really lah! lol like some tops and stuff for people]

Went into the city for lunch. super relaxing!! i got macdonalds then went to the state library there to eat on the grass. hahah Enda was there too. ahha she was reading some newspaper! super funny! haha the news on tom cruies and kate holmes. hahahha :p

Next went to shop a bit more and went to find timmy and three of his school friends.

We had dinner and went to melbourne central for jackass2. DAMN LAME!! hahahahha!! :D Jake came and fetch me home after that cause it was like already 11 or so.

Anyway, today..... there was a protest near the state library just now. Super funny! Hahha people in white overall and mask yelling "PROTEST!! PEACE!!" and all!! Lol in singapore, no such thing so this was an eyeopener! hahah the police were like slacking in a corner doing nothing. hhah well with bout 1000 people, nothing much can be done! hahah oh was suppose to meet cheryl at vic market, but cause of the protest and all it was blocked. hahah

Watched some stupid as clips on youtube! hahaha super lame man! hahahh maybe going out for dinner soon. LATER!

2006-11-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

larry and me!! high score man! haha we rock! LOL

hahahhaha!! no under 16s! but too bad!! hahah (:

the no1 shooters in singapore! LOL ok we died in the end. we didnt even clear stage one!!! LOL

hahah this was LAME AS! hhahaha use mirror to take photo! smart!!]

having the last taste of singapore!!! i miss the food already!!

the sky!! hahah i have to say. qantas sucks!!! the service was like crap!!! should have taken sia!!!! oh and there was this random china guy who kept talking to me!! *freaks out!! then i was like "wo bu jian hua yi" then keep looking at the screen. hahah oh managed to watch devil wears prada too!! WHOOO!!!

oh! timmy picked me up! he waited for like 2hours? LOL cause my flight was delayed!! ): oh and ate hungry jacks! its = to our BK. but then someone regesitered the name first so it was called hungry jacks instead!! hahaha loser man!!

timmy, me in the taxi. i was FREEZING!!! stupid timmy said it would be summer and what do i get? freaking 10degrees!!!!!! oh and it hailed later!! 4degrees!! ): but thank goodness i was sleeping!! LOL

then went to meet timmy jake and enda for dinner at a singapore place. the food not bad

woke up at 2.30 the next day, jake fetched me to the city cause timmy was in school and i walked round. went to quite afew places

went to have a look at the state library. they had an art gallary so went to have a look

if u look closely u'll see GO SOCCROOS! thats their national soccer team! now u dont see so enthu singaporeans bout the S leage now huh? lol

after went to meet jake enda and timmy for dinner. the food was good!! hahah (:

oh!! this is the city. i love it here! thinking of studying here after Os! should be a blast! (: hahah oh was walking on the streets and then there was this guy who went to the bin, picked up the cigg and lit it up to smoke it!! and that cigg was already halfed smoked!! DESPO!!

2006-11-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Current mood: excitied yet worried
Listening to: Saosin-voices

Today i woke up late but did meet Nadiah nissa sara and syaf! :)

Nissa has a thing for Ks! LOL :p

She even kissed one's but! :p

NADIAH! whahahah!!!
Shall not spill the secret! whahah!

Our feet! (:

Went to vivocity (:
The floors are CLEAN and SPARKING!!
Oh behind me were a group of mini-mats!

Syaf nissa me sara and nadiah.
Sara looks like she's showering! LOL :p

Oh the guy was really nice! he gave us all CROWNS and helped us take the photo!
Others were like "who are these weirdos man!! hahah :p"
But i won! IM THE KING!! whahahah :p

Hahahha!! this is damn lame! LOL

The girls know what im talking bout! hahah :p

Bimbo man!!

I LOVE CANDY EMPIRE!

Sara and I.
Woops! click on the photo to read the sign! LOL

We were so engrossed in the kids playing the game
they have WINNIE THE POOH game!! i WANT!!!

I love these lil' men.

Sara and i.
I have no idea what im doing!

Nissa and me and pony
The pony damn cool one!! :D
The head can move! LOL

We love this shop :D

Nissa knighing me! [Now im lousy at math too!!]

Sara knighing syaf, nissa and i not worthy! bowing in the background! LOL

HI! WE ARE LIKE SO LIKE BLONDE! WANNA BE LIKE OUR LIKE HOT DUDE-ISH BOYFRIEND? LIKE TOTALLY HOT MAN!

Nissa is HOTHOTHOT!*sings the song!

wooo!! look at that thing spin!!

I've never seen a fairy before!!
hahah nadiah's damn funny! LOL
she went to off the tv! hahaha

We are fairies! [since nadiah offed the show): ]

Nissa is like wearing a dress! haha

this was damn funny! haha
the toysRus guy was staring at us!!

hhaha today was fun man!!

Oh man! this so reminds us of mrchin! LOL

LOOK! we're on TV!

Went to soak our feet into the pool! :)

FOOTPRINTS!

oh there were these 2 people filming a programme. one was bryan wong and the other was someother girl. hahah

their so loser! LOL

no one was following them!

nissa said if tom cruise went out public to film, he would be raped. i think otherwise! :p

Cows.

oh went to visit my granma too! haha :)

Next, went to TM.

met larry for starbucks! :)

he was so blur! haha go all the way to vivo! LOL [long story!]

went to watch step up!
its a nice show!! (: whahah!
i think the dancing is awesome! (:

PENGUINS! i wanna watch happyfeet! hahah :)

oh well! shall be going to aussie tmr! haha (: so wont be blogging for a day or so! haha :)
but do check back! hahah :) and TAG! LOL :D

wish me a fun trip! hahaha SEE YA!! :)

2006-11-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

Listening to: the feelers- astronaut
Current mood: anixous

Today i woke up bright and early to catch xb's mom's car to service.[daddy went to riverlife] ): no one to fetch me.

Oh thanks Larry! haah i had two boxes of sec2 books to bring to church to give szeling

Larry was acting all "man" haha but in the end he admited it was! hahaha

haha we got bread then ate it! ahhaha its all squashed though! LOL

Had to take FT2 quiz before service.
didnt manage to do AFV.

Sarah was all giggly today!! HEHEHEHHE!!!*

So i went all giggly on her too! LOL :)

Me and sarah.

sarah's giving a weird expression cause she saw a ghost!! [LINLIN!] whahah!! :)

Im half white half black! hahaha

Linlin me and sarah!
Thanks ken for the lollipop!!
After service rushed to Kovan [its so far!!]
went to visit someone then went back to tapines to meet larry.

We played timecrisis2 and i BEAT HIM!! :D

Whahahah!! but he refuses to admit it!! haha but
i did!!

had to take off my heels for this! ahha then met xb and 2 of his friends.

Had lunch at LJS :)

Oh at the arcade saw Larry's friend max. was his birthday so we got him chocolate! :)

Then caught a movie ultraviolet!

larry and i felt dumb cause we didnt really understand the story! hahah

We are not smart lah! LOL

Then went to arcade to play again with xb. hahah went to cafecartel after :) super funny! we were deciding on if we wanna eat there then we decided not to then the waitress got us drinks then we were like eh "ok.." haha then larry was like "come on! i not piesae one!" lol man i was! LOL :p

Anyway met adriel then went home together! (:

I can't wait till my trip to aussie! can finally get out of singapore! :) I'm so looking forward to it!! :D

BILLE MADE ME DO THIS!!

#7 things that scares me
-Being left out
-Cockroach!!!!!
-Freaky people
-Worms
-Horror movies
-Breaking my nail ): LOL[but serious...]
-To be blind

#7 fvourite songs at the moment
-Within temptation -Angel
-Lips of an angel-Hinder
-Better than me-Hinder
-Punk rock princess-Something corprate
-Crystal wax dolls-only uou
-Saosin-Voices
-The feelers-astronat

#7 guys i fancy at the moment
-Jesus
-mike he!! :)
-YiLun
-YanLiang [he's nice!!!]
-JJ
-jessie
-timmy
-LOADS MORE (:

#7 things i say most
-hahah
-ok
-ya
-whatever!
-LIKE!!!
-NOOOOO!!
-jonathansoh has curly leghair!

#7 things i like most
-God
-Sleeping
-Shopping
-using the com
-watching stupid tv and movies!
-Hanging out with friends
-chatting with funny friends

#7 ppl who need do this
-sara
-syaf
-deborah
-talleah
-ken
-adrian
-____ [fill in your name]

2006-11-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Current mood: eye pain!!
Listening to: Punk rock princess - something corprate [not by that loser click 5]

WHICH MP3 COLOUR DO YOU LIKE? (:

Had the "so you think you can sing" and eatting competition thing at JW this afternoon.

Was pretty fun! ahah (: got to see who's in my zone and all! ahhaha fun lah :)

But super shagged cause slept badly last night.

WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!

Anyway, it was fun :)

Deb and i were laughing at the outsiders! LOL oh and i feel so raped ): talleah!!!!! ):

Oh and gN went! haha
She look so pretty today lah!haha i like her hair! :)

me and gN! :)

Thanks for the present ____ :)

Im kinda surprised that you rmb i wanted this one! haha :) nice! :)

service was great today :) I like Ulf Ekman! :D

But somethings i find it funny how i hate it so much but yet love it as well.

2006-11-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

Current mood: Tired
Listening to: Soccer table match.

Went to meet weilin at Orchard!

We went to do our nails. HOLLYWOOD SECRETS is good! :) Very cheap too! haha
I did a french mani and black pedi. haha :)
But i think nailart is nice too!! :)

Orchard lights are out :)
Had dinner with Weilin and Larry at PepperLunch.
Nice lah the food!! :)
Thanks for the treat too!! LOL :D
Went to fareast after to look for a present and then took the bus HOME! :)
Oh and Im not stupid! LOL
Larry was asking all these weirdo questions on the bus! LOL
But i knew the answers already!! LOL :)

HOMEHOMEHOME!! :)

2006-11-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I'm amazed how gothic/classical music can really protray what I feel.
the lyrics are expressed from the soul.
it really makes you think twice bout the supernatural and your decisions.
However, not all are good cause they do 666worship so before you listen to it you have to decern:)

ANGEL
within temptation.

Sparkling angel I believed
you were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
all the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
no mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
the smile when you tore me apart.

Chorus:
You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
no mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember
the smile when you tore me apart

Chorus:
You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
it doesnt give you reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.

Repeat chorus

Oh and someone googled "josephine choy" haha i find that amusing! :p

2006-11-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Ice Queen -Within temptation
Current mood: hapy

Hey, just ignore my previous post. haahha :) feeling much better now! :)

WENT TO BUY SOCCER MAH!

BREAKDANCE INFRONT OF THE POPE ANYONE?

hahahahahha okie man that was WAY random! :p

Went for dinner with adriel and daddy.
Got this super cute tissue! LOL :D

I shall be seeing REAL KOLARS in about a weeks time!! :)

Went cycling with larry after.
haha this sign is so weird! haah
FINE $0! so ya i road xb's bike across the bridge! muhahaha! :D

oh and i didnt scratch the no. out ok!!!! :p

Went to tam-ken's house-prp-macs-home

GOT ICECREAM!!
reliving childhood days! whahah :D

TRAFFIC LIGHT!! :D

A speical order for a special person =ME! :)

Oh and thanks ken for the gifts! :) Love it loads! hhaha :)
I like the earrings!! :)
and the SHADES! haha
larry say i look like a manga character when i wear it and tie my hair!! haha dunno if thats gd?

A cool piece of work Clem did!! :)
Reminds me of death in the sandman!! :)

2006-11-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Lips of an angel
Current mood: Sad

if any of you read this please don't ask me when you see me or even bring up anything i write here. thanks.

No i am not feeling sad just because my nails got removed but it's something else.

but ya it is kind o a waste for my manicure to be taken off just after only 5 days.

Went to the hospital today to see uncles khong's mom.
She had a heart attack but recovering well.

These beds tell of a story.
Who might have guessed or even imagined the stories of whom who lay on the bed had to tell.
It may be stories of love hate fear gladness. anything.
It's amazing how many secrets are hidden within our hearts.

Met an aunty florance at the hosptial.
She happened to know my parents and told me a few things and events and then was i only able to roughly remember who she was.

Somehow i think her goal was to upset me. well i guess she did alright.
How many secrets can be hidden in one family? How many lies can be told?
I would like to know myself. but the answers are not easy to find. I need to search deeper and find the truth.
I tried asked outrightly but all i get was "So long ago already forget it" or "They are still looking into it"
All lies. I want to know the truth. Why don't you freaking tell me?!

The rain came today. It was the rain which i wanted.
But then the motocyclist are very poor thing. Hahah man.
I want to know.

I'm so sure that I deserve much better than this.
A better answer, a better explaination, a better friend.
I just want to hear it from your mouth.
You can even lie to me and i would believe you.
I wish you were more transparent and accountable.
I just want to know how it happened and why.
What is the primary reason.
Why won't you tell me?
I promise I won't spread it to others.
I realise how important this is and will no means spread it.
This is only between the fourof us.
Why won't you say?
Do you know that when you keep everything to yourself you suffer more guilt and pain?
She said that you will sow what you reap.
Which is according to her whatever you do you will fail in life
I guess that's very direct to say, after all I only "know" her for less than an hour
But I see the sense in what she is saying.
i hate lectures and how you brainwash everyone in thinking that you are the innocent party.
How come it's always them and never you?
WHY WONT YOU DAMN TELL ME!?

2006-11-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Angel -Within temptation
Current mood: pondering.

Woke up at 12 plus today. WHY DID AUNT NINA CALL ME? hahah oh and when i woke up a saw a kid in my room. then i blinked. it was aunt nina's daughter! haha :) she's so cute!! :) lol

Oh well. meet Larry at TP then we went to my aunt's house.
Have to return her her blanket! haha took it for like over a year!! haha woops!

oh i was up at my aunts house then my cousin[who i havent seen in like 3 years? then he was like] "hello who are u looking for?" then i was like eh.. "hi, i'm your cousin" then he was like "oh"*pause "hello! come in come in!! " HAHAHAH!!

After that was
LASKa!!

the lady was all lousy! hahahah she gave us the wrong order!!

oh well. nice lah. hhahah

Went to parkway after to shop!! haha
I like the little mermaid!! :D lol

SOCKS!!
i told larry to get them for his cgm then he was like............ haha
but cute what!! LOL :D

Anyway, went to get the real present! haha got this necklace for my aunt.
looks like the chanel one! :)

And this pillow for her daughter alice!! :)

Next headed to airport to send aunt annie off.

we sat the skytrain up and down! hahahahaha i like the skytrain! :) honestly speaking, i could ride it up and down uncountable times! hahah :D

Had macs for dinner [again] MACS JUNKIE! :p

larry went to meet uncle khong, jeff, daddy, aunt annie and nina. hahah super funny lah uncle khong.
tell him all the stories. lol
oh i heard it a million times! LOL :)

oh and cheer up timmy!!!

and my mp3 is spoilt ):

2006-11-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Saosin -Voices

Current mood: tired.

Went to bugis to shop with chaihuat.
LUNCH!! hahha

Im a macs junkie!! :p

Went home after. Im so tired i dont feel like doing anything right now.

But i cant seem to fall alseep
.

Oh here's my new specs. i think it suits me! Hhaha :)

Many things have happened and the bottom line is that i need pookey. Even now.

But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
And I think you should know this
There are so many things
Which i wanna say but then again
But we speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of
Everything you say to encourage me i know that
You deserve much better than me

-Hinder better than me; Saosin voices

Cheer up lah chaihuat :D

2006-11-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

Listening to: Better than me -hinder
Current mood: Thankful :)

Went to taka to shop with my aunt! But then didnt get anything cause..
I dont really know why. hahah :p
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!! then went to TM to eat with her after.
This was the shop we ate at.

The symbol so cute!! LOL

I got a scarf and mini skirt from FOX. I think it looks nice!! But the skirt kinda short!
So thinking of getting stockings! hahah COOL HUH? XD

oh went to get my sec3 books and gave up. only got 3. they are SO HEAVY!! shall go make a gd strong guy friend so he can carry!! LOL

Then timmy webcam-ed me.

This is him acting normal. Hahah
[First time] LOL

Him acting cute. Hahah
He's super funny lah!
Look like a girl the hair!! LOL

He put CLIPS in his hair!! and TIED it!!

LOL
What is he doing to my other MSN conversation? hahahaha

PEACE! hahah
Timmy then rang and we talked bout Benson [the eat papper guy-scroll down for the video]
And bout wave wave people! LOLOL!! :D

At night met Larry to go blading. I was super UNSTABLE LAH! havent blade in ages! hahah

We bladed from
Tam-Pasir ris beach-White sands-his house downstairs-macs-home
This is at the beach. Super cooling and windy!! :D
This was suppose to be a photo of the sea but.. hahaha

AND! i nearly got larry killed! hahah SORRY! hahahah

At macs. I think everyone was like.. wah... bladers, go sit outside lah.
but inside have AIRCON!!
My dinner!!!

Then blade back. The tam park there is super nice. haha the swings! LOL
Had a good time of fellowship. anymore bladers? tag me! hahah :D

im tired now. hahah have to meet chaihuat tmr to go shopping! hahah see your name is there. in CAPS! haha CHAIHUAT! hahaha

go to chaihuat.blogspot.com , my name is there too!! LOL

see ya!! :D